I cheated on my husband
I have a coworker I grew attracted romantically. I have been married for less than a year and my husband treats me more as an asset. The coworker speaks to me like a person, makes me laugh, and is respectful for the most part.
One day, after seeing my coworker interact with 2 kids (we are not a kid friendly workplace), I desired him more. After hours in our lounge (there are recliners), I hugged him and kissed him. He attempted to refuse. I told him how I felt. I pretty much begged for a "one-time" experience. He gave in saying no one should "beg for sex." He tried one last time saying he had "A bad reputation and didn't want to violate (me)." I still said I want to go all the way.
We began and I felt better with him sexually than with my own husband. He asked if I was okay, he kissed me, he held me, he was gentle. I felt happiness, satisfaction, being desired. I never been with a white man and he had never been with a Punjabi woman. When doing this with my husband, I felt like I was obligated. This...THIS...I don't know but it was 1,000x better
Afterwards, he said he liked me and didn't want to hurt me, but that he had been sexually active since 14 and has 12 kids and participates in the "breeding lifestyle," where he likes impregnating women who want children but no husband.
He didn't get me pregnant but now I wonder if this is something I want to participate in.