To the Woman who Trusted Me
For all the reasons that kept me from pursuing you, I want you to know that I've never felt more supported than other than the time we've spent together. The nights that weren't too long enough and the missed chances I nver took just because of the words I tell myself at night.
The year is coming to an end. It's been a decade long since then and I take a glance at what could have been mine all this time. I know you are happy now that's why I am writing this here. To avoid any conflicts. To avoid the hate. To avoid breaking sweet little smiles we are now treasuring.
I just wanted you to know how grateful I am for those years. It wasn't long enough but I am glad that it happened. Those are the times where I felt strongest as an individual. It's just something that I wanted to look back to.
Perhaps this is the last time I am looking at this with regret. The joy we're having right now is far more important than all the selfishness I could muster.
To the Woman who trusted me,
Thank you