Cursed Hands
Just had a thought today. Been looking at my past and it seems that everything I'm a part off crumbles or faced problems. From the delay of my friends' graduation, my job, my other job, my family, my friends. Made me a total introvert I think. Everything seems better off without me to the point that sometimes, even sending a message to someone felt wrong as it always seems to tie up to something unfortunate happening to them.
Maybe it's me. Maybe it's not.
But damn do I wish that I see someone have a better life after I get in touch with them. I've been struggling on my own but I notice these crapload of events happening. Makes me wonder if I am really cursed or something.
To the point that I am even thinking if there will even be a eulogy when I go.